Sunday, 20 July 2008
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Taking the Long Way
By Dixie Chicks
Not Ready To Make Nice
see relatedBaffled
It's funny, really, how my spirits can go from default to euphoric to downright miserable in just naught but a few hours. Most of you might think "Yeah, that's not new.", and honestly, it's actually not very different from all the other crazy poignant phases I've been through. I have a perfectly reasonable excuse for this, of course: my sensations are just more heightened and unbalanced than most common beings. In short, I'm an extra-emotional person, so just deal with it.
What does one do when one is bestowed with more than what one yearned for? Should one be feeling grateful, aversion, disbelief, or nothing at all? What, then, ought one do when one is feeling all of them at once? When sentiments poured in one after another, flooding one with all the overwhelming feelings and drowning one, leaving one's life too hard to bear? Shall one capitulate to hinder one's condition from getting worse, even though it is too late?
Okay, just obliterate the last paragraph, please. I wasn't even aware of what I was saying. Just assume that the paragraph right above is invisible to you. Sorry for the inconvenience caused, and thank you for your cooperation. (I think I sounded like an announcer working in an airport declaring delayed flights and such. Hey, who knows? It is a profession I might consider acquiring. Maybe not.)
It's going to hurt when it heals too
I'm going to smile because I deserve to
And live my life how it should be
It will all get better in timeP.S.: The solid proof that I am indeed an over-expressive creature:
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Comments (7)
Your profile says you are a Harry Potter Fanatic, I am too :P :D what did you do when you read the end of The Deathly Hallows? I cried, then I laughed. in the space of a few minutes.
which, in regards to the above blog of yours, totally eclipses you in the speed of changing emotions, ergo. actually staying in the same mood(and not changing with the happenings in the day:)for several hours, is, in my opinion, having quite stable emotions :)
one sentence. you have a bad selection of songs. most of the classical songs are lame.
@derrick_veejay - I hate you. Boo.
I'm reducing my essay challenge to 3000 words. i have a video to edit in this weekend. if you are a coward, don't take up the challenge. I'll notify you when i want back 6000 words.
Official amount of words: 4602. I won't add more words. It's still a lot! Take the challenge.
Bring. It. On.
Deal.